Sunday, May 11, 2008

Come inside, wait by the light of the moon.....

So I have realized that I can't move wihout it being a seemingly whirlwind thing. The topic comes up, and whoosh... next thing I know I have a new address to memorize. (And for the record, no, I don't know it yet!)

I know it has been a while since my last entry, but for those of you that are aware of all of the recent events, you will understand why. It has been a very emotional few months that seemed as though they just dragged. I will admit that it all has made me semi-reclusive, yet I am once again escaping from my oppressive shell.

For those of you that aren't aware of the whole situation, allow me to vaguely fill you in as I haven't really talked about it with too many people. Brian and I have been having problems and our/my attempts at resolution never seem to get anywhere. I finally made up my mind and was primarily resolute in my decision. He and I had discussed it rather endlessly and debated about what steps could and should be taken. I had decided to start looking for places to live after our lease was up and when he realized that I was looking, he didn't take it so well and the decision to move our sooner was enacted. So here I am, a mere week and a half after that fight and I am now living in a new apartment with a new roommate across the street from where I used to live. We will soon be filing for divorce. I already feel like such a weight has been lifted.

On an unrelated note, work is going rather interestingly... I have been actually working in the capacity of my new job now as opposed to having the title and non of the responsibilities yet. It is a rather interesting endeavor as it can be likened to trying to turn an ocean liner around in the middle of the ocean.. while it goes full steam ahead. While it may seem like we take two steps back for every step forward, that is probably not the case. My specific duties are actually becoming more and more apparent as opposed to the muddled mess that we stated out with. (The joys of being moved into a newly-created role in a new project with not a whole lot of means to the end...) I also adore the fact that people actually listen to what I say with regards to the current processes and take my opinion as valid.

On another of my many tangents, my mom went in to have her surgery on Thursday and it went splendidly. She was in a good deal of pain both Thursday night and Friday, but I guess she was up and wandering about yesterday. (I feel bad that I didn't make it out there due to packing.... sigh!) I will be heading out to see he today after I bake her some of her favorite cookies using a cookbook that will now become a family joke.

On the yay-note, we (Scott and I) will soon be having a housewarming party... Saturday, May 24th so plan to have your butts in attendance! More details later along with the new address emails...

Ok, well I am off to shower so I feel like I am in the land of humans and then to bake cookies... Hurray! ;)

1 comment:

Anonymous said...

Every new beginning can be a little tough at first, but I say don't be afraid to change things or shake 'em up a little bit.. go for it!!

May the FORCE be with you little A~
;)