I can't explain, I'll take the blame, I brought this all on myself.....

So lately I have been giving a lot of thought to the type of person that I am, and this is what I have come up with:

When someone close to me needs me, I will be there and do all that I can, but fuck me over and I may not exact revenge, but know that you will get what's coming to you.

I am comfortable being me (love handles and all) and all that that entails, and this boring-brown hair is a part of who I am, but every once in a while a girl has to change it up a bit. ;)

I've learned that we can plan all we want, but life has a funny way of happening anyway and it's best to just grin and bare it otherwise you will drive yourself crazy trying to keep up.

I have learned that some pretty remarkable people pop up in seemingly unlikely places and that it's best just to hold hands and roll your eyes together be the problems sprayer nozzles that may soak you or keys that no one knows what they go to! (Thanks D... you rock!)

I've learned that every day is an adventure and I don't want to sit around waiting for special occasions, so I don't save my china, I use it every day!

I've learned that little things don't matter and why fret over a messy kitchen as that means good food has come out of it and even when you clean, it will just get dirty all over again. How else will you find flour in your ear hilarious?

I've learned that someone can love you as well as they know how, but if they aren't willing to put themselves out there, it can't happen

I've leaned that my parent's rock and they really do mean well be it nagging me to cal the doctor or telling me in 15 minutes what could be summed into 3 sentences. No matte what I know that they have my best interests at heart and will always be there for me.

I've learned that some friendships can weather a lot of things, but that evidently there is a final breaking point.

I've leaned to keep my opinions to myself (ok, so I'm not always very good at it) as people have a way of tuning out what they don't want to hear.

I've learned that dogs love unconditionally and that slobber on me means that I am loved enough to lean on.

I've learned that when you are wary of trying something or are convinced that it won't work for you, to jump in headfirst otherwise you might just miss out on something great.

I've leaned that some of my friends are all a girl could ask for and more as they are always there when I need them.

And Finally, I have learned that I am perfectly me just the way I am, brown hair (that will soon change), silver-toenail flip-flop-wearing ball of energy that is addicted to bubble gum and sweet tea and who reads three books per weekend. Take it or leave it I am who I am!