After the weekend I had, today was amazing. Got into about an hour and a half screaming match that ended with me feeling like maybe I should admit fault. The more I though about it though, I am not going to. I am not going to let myself get sucked down and feeling bad because it's not what I want. To be told that how you feel is wrong, is nothing short of in and of itself wrong no matter what. I am entitled to my own feelings.
Enough on my tirade or I fear I will never stop...
As for today, I had a meeting with my bosses this morning. Even though I knew what it was about, I have this wired fear of authority (some of you really know this, as I would freaked out if Steinhaus so much as walked down the hall). Well, I wanted to gear myself up for this meeting so I started off the day in my favorite black tee and favorite black pants, but did forgo pigtails in leiu of straightened hair as it looks a little more grown up... Needless to say, half of the meeting consisted of us talking to one of my supervisors about her bachelorette party the other night. As for the business aspect, a good portion of my job will soon disappear when we switch to an entirely online system. Due to this and the fact that they feel I am underutilized (which I am), they are seeking approval to reclassify me, which would essentially mean a sort of promotion and maybe even a raise. I will possibly absorb more responsibility and get to officially help my boss with projects that I would otherwise help her with anyways. So hurray for all of this! I can't get my hopes up to high though as last time things fell through due to interdepatmental funding and they couldn't figure out who would pay me for the project they were thinking of. At least this will still be in the same dept. so in theory it shouldn't be a problem.
In addition to all of this, yesterday I managed to pull my head out of my colossal ass and realize that I have been freaking out about my good thing and I needn't have been. It/he's great and I have no idea why I was so freaked out. Oh well, at least now I am all better and in less than 96 hours we will be back here in Ypsitucky and awaiting our fun-filled Saturday... I can't WAIT!
Also, if everything works out with work, and especially if I get a raise, I need to really get on Hughes' case about one of my drawings. I am hoping to get my next tat in about 2 months. I need to get it done and shown to Corey before this summer as hopefully by that point (at the very latest) it will be a lot harder for me to visit Corey. As a testament to how great his work is, check out this. I already love Dali, but to have this done and it such great deal..... I feel as though I wasted his talent on my "i" even though I love it! <3
Well, I best be hitting the hay as I fully intend on getting my ass in gear and hitting the gym hardcore over the next 4 days!
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