Out my window cool and bright, fades so slowly into night, funny how things look the same....

Once again life is a series of ups and downs. As of last night, I thought that things were finally settling down only to receive a call from Kel that he had talked to his brother and their dad and aunt are waiting on a flight out to LA to get his cousin. I guess his cousin was found on the street, close to death after OD'ing. So they are flying out there and he has agreed to drive back here with them. At this point we are just hoping and praying that he doesn't just up and leave for God knows where before they get to him. He had been about to enter rehab the same time that Kel and I got married but changed his mind, so this isn't all that big of a surprise to us. We are all just hoping that he comes back and gets the help he need. I would appreciate it if you all would keep the whole family in your prayers as it is much needed right now. For those of you that don't believe in prayer, too bad... do it anyways. (Even you the great leader of Kenianity)